DUDE
Relient K, October 9th, Charlotte! YESSS! First concert ever... haha.
Oh and at Walmart, I got 12 packs of Ramen Noodles for $2. SCORE.
AND, bootylicious is now in the dictionary.
Sssssuuuuccccceeeeessss
school BLOWS.
i have never had a harder time in school. and it hasn't even been a full week... today i left early because my allergies were bothering me. i felt like i was going to die in us history. so i left in english... i missed advanced functions, which i really hate. i requested a schedule change to drop it and get early release, but i haven't heard anything back yet.
my birthday is in 11 days! i want a new phone.
and then caswell is like, three weeks away!
and then after that if things work out, i'm going to see chessa for a weekend :)
things are going okay, but i just haven't felt like myself lately. at least i have things to look forward to, i suppose...
but if it's true then tell me how it got this way
last night i had a dream that i ate zaxby's, and it didn't taste good at all. i dunno how i could tell since you can't taste stuff in dreams but whatever. i love zaxby's...
just keep dreaming
i feel really weird. i'm a junior, and i'm in smart people classes, and school starts tuesday. i guess i haven't thought about it that much... i'm kinda scared. school stresses me out enough without hard classes, but at least i won't have to deal with annoying dumb people anymore.
today i went to the beach with molly and karly and we boogie boarded. it was so fun! then later tonight me and kenna hung out and we went to see savannah in her snowie thing at the mall. then we went back to kenna's house and she did special effect make up and gave me a black eye and a few scratches on my face. i thought it was really cool. she's going to school for film studies, which seems like fun. really open ended, too. i like things that give you options. i just don't work well with too many options seeing as i'm the most indecisive person in the world. haha.
anyway, school! no no no. just no. i don't wanna get up early. i can't even get up at 10 for church on sunday. but at least i'll have something to do besides sit up late on facebook and watch the nanny on nick at night. i also have a feeling that this year's gonna be pretty swell. i think i might actually try :)
hmm
everyone's slowly leaving for college and it's making me pretty sad. marge, laura, lindsey... who else is college gonna steal? my kitten is being really annoying today and running around like a tasmanian devil, but it's better than laying around and doing nothing like my dog. chessa's gonna be here tomorrow so i'm happy about that. i still have to go school shopping and school starts TUESDAY!
whats it gonna be?
school starts soon and that's lame. everyone's going away for college and that's lame. but chessa's coming for the weekend with her parents, so that's not too lame... i just don't wanna be all upset again when she leaves, cause that's lame. sigh.
life is at a standstill.
!@%&#^*
so, i have this wonderful feeling running through my body. ANGER. i feel like breaking something, or someone. lately everyone has getting on my nerves. i'm starting to think i'm not a people person and i should just move to the mountains and live off of a steady diet of bugs and roadkill from the nearest highway. i'm sick of wilmington.
apparently i'm not writing enough
soon, i'll be back wandering the hallways at ashley... UGH. my schedule?
Honors English 3
Honors US History
Advanced Functions
Honors Chemistry 1
7am Ceramics (WHY?!)
AP Language/Composition 3
AP US History
Early Release (11:45)
how am i gonna get to school by 7 and leave at 11:45? ugh. this year is gonna be hard, but i'm ready for it i guess... at least i won't have any more classes with stupid, annoying freshmen.
you're the pizza of my eye
not once have i ever felt so hurt, depressed, pathetic, miserable, or nauseous, and i wouldn't have it any other way. because even though it brings so many bad feelings, there's that one little feeling that is so completely and totally worth it.
love.
@&%&*$ :)
i have a few things to look forward to.
this week, hanging out with chessa... =D
saturday, beach with a bunch of people... and then lindsey's party...
i guess im happy. therefore, nothing to write about. you know, the usual.
