Worry often gives small things a big shadow...

Today was great. I went and saw Alice in Wonderland (in 3D!!) with Lindsey and Britton. Then we made spaghetti at my house, and then we watched Precious.


It's great days like these that make me worry about the future. It's like sometimes, I'm so sure about everything and I just want to grow up and get out of here. But on rare occasions such as this one, I don't want to grow up. I want time to freeze. I mean really, where did this year go? I have 2 months left as a junior in high school. Then I'll be a freaking senior. That is so scary. I'll be applying to colleges and all that crap. This is my second to last spring break...

Ugh. I hate thinking about it. In a year, I'll be two months away from graduating. Thinking about it that way doesn't make it seem so close. A whole year. That's a long time. A lot can happen in a year. A lot of things are gonna change. I really, really don't want them to. I want time to freeze right now and stay like this forever. Spring break of my junior year, constantly. That would be great.

Maybe it's just the full moon making me feel weird. I hope so.