the more i look back on my life, the more i see miracles.
i'm so happy. the fire in my heart is rekindled each time i go to church, and tonight has set my heart so ablaze that it's tickling the back of my throat. never have i experienced a sermon so powerful that it left me shaking. you know something's good when you shiver and feel the tingles up and down your spine the whole time. it was really emotional and i consider myself lucky to have witnessed it.
it also taught me some new things. satan is everywhere, trying to get at us. from company logos to video games to little kids gumball machines! it's ridiculous. but i know he'll never win. i adopted a pagan tonight - i know that sounds sort of silly - but i think i would be a whole lot better off if i had people praying for me during the hardest times of my life. i know i have a few people that keep me in their prayers, but i can't imagine how empowering it would feel to have a whole room full of people praying for you at once... gah.
p.s. - i'm shaving my head on the retreat. for real! i hate my hair.
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