i miss aaron and ethan. i used to hate them so much, and now all i do is miss them. my mom would always say "don't be mean to each other, one day you'll wish you hadn't." i guess i understand what she meant now. i miss playing legos and video games and hide and seek with them. i miss them waking me up way too early to go play with them. i miss sliding down the stairs in a toy box lid, telling them its okay to jump on the bed, and fighting over the last juice box. i miss them coming in my room in the middle of the night because they were scared of the shadows outside. i miss the birthday cards they made for me. i miss chasing roxy around with them. i miss having watergun fights. i miss ethan crying about everything, and aaron always trying to be the tough guy.

i miss my little brothers a whole lot.